Dance Class nightmares

When you take a class anywhere especially a dance class you are doing the class for fun, right? I will agree with that.  That is what you would think about when you sign up. Your taking a class for fun and sometimes for exercise. Well i am in this hip hop class that when i signed up for the class i was only doing the class for exercise. That's what happened when i came to that class. Then the teacher asked us if we wanted to be in the dance show for the college. So i thought that would be fun.

Now, i am dredding it. I feel like backing out. But i guess i will just stay in and deal with it. I hope that teacher doesn't keep the hip hop dance for next semester. It was Scary!!

"Because I was born this way"

" I am not a racist in any form whatsoever. I don't believe in any form of discrimination or segregation." Said, Malcolm X. People these days I have seen how black people and other race is treat by others that who judge them from the outside then trying to know them before they judge.

I think Malcolm x's view point is anything that comes from racism keeps people down and continues racism. one thing that comes from racism for example Dozens fit changes how people look at themselves differently. He would want you to lift yourself up instead of putting yourself down. When it comes to hairstyle he feels you should stay natural, and conformed to white standard of beauty.

I think Leanita McClain's viewpoint that she was very hurt on how other people thought of her because of her hard work she has put in through school. She was outraged by the inequalities of racism and tormented by the guilt of her success. " I am burdened with showing whites that blacks are people."

I think words that need to come from hate and racism don't hold the same weight as they used them now just to talk to friends, but also people nowadays we've had to go through slavery or the civil rights moment go through words don't mean the same thing to us as the same people, living back then. When it comes to hairstyle it may have been to look less scary but not it's just a style and people wear them because of being popular or just plain cheaper. Back to slavery people were treated poorly on luck of the draw. For example, if you were black you were probably a slave and treated badly but if you were white you have a better chance to succeed. Even in the civil rights era people were still all treated badly. Black people had to sit in the back of the bus, and got judge pearly base on color. And even now depend on were you go you can still get judge. Nowadays, if a black person goes in a liquor store in the suburbs, they will look at him differently.

While, Malcolm X and Leanita Mc Clain judgement and slang, I feel that their opinions are out dated. With Malcolm x was more straight to the point and only saw the hatred when it came to the dozens. WIth Leanita McClain, She didn't liek the hatred of words from the dozens, because she saw that having natural hair and coming from it. Leanita McClain  and Malcolm X both agree that having hair and don't put chemicals in it to straight it.

" I am not a racist in any form whatsoever. I don't believe in any form of discrimination or segregation." Said, Malcolm X. The judgement towards others I have learned that if you called a black person "a nigger", I was brought up a better person then that but I use "nigga" in a freandly way.

Through School

All through school you wonder where you fit in school?
Do i fit in with the nerds, jocks, gothics, or popular people?

Or do you just be yourself and make your own group?
Going through school everyone ask that question everyday.

How weird is that? Do you really have to put yourself in a group?
So you can feel better about yourself. Or so you dont have to be picked on.

Are you the class bully in school? I guess everyone is once in their life.
Everyone was a bully once in their life, even if you didn't notice it, you were.

You want to know something, back in elementary school i was in a group that
 bullied a kid in school, and i really can't believe i was a part in that group.

But, know i am totally different. I don't pick on kids anymore. You know what i was
picked on in school myself. It was in middle school. But, i made up with the person
who picked on me.

Hard Times

Why is it that, when i leave to go home it's hard for me to leave my new one? I always cry before i leave. IT SUCKS.
 But whenever i am going home i am fine. Is it because i feel so close to the person i live with?
But i know when i leave i wont feel sad. I am only gone for a week. Which that will go by fast. When i go back here in a few days i will see my friends will be a plus because that is a distraction. Yeah, party. Beer pong, Flip cup. Zummie Zummie.

I don't know i guess the plus side is that i get to see my friends and stay up late.
The bad part is that i want get to spend it with my boyfriend, but after that week is over he will come back with me to bakersfield and spend time with my family and my sisters birthday and plus VACATION, ROCK ON!!

RIGHT OR WRONG WAY

Do you feel like your always getting picked on? at home or at school or in public. Well, I feel like i am. Why does it always have to be the people/kids even if you did something right. Aww man. You always here from your parents that you should do something right and not the wrong thing.

A Nice Day

     What is hot and bright? The sun is bright, hot and it will blind your eyes.
You can get a sun tan or a sun burn if you sit outside to long. Make sure you
wear sunscreen. It hasn't been this nice outside in a long time. I love to enjoy
 the sun, and we would sit outside all day if we wanted too.

Don't mind me!!!

What comes to mind first?


Does family come to mind.
How about school.
For guys i think girls come to mind for them.


For girls i think guys come to mind for them.
How about colors like green, pink, blue?
How about your favorite movie, or artist?


Do you like laying in the grass and look up to the sky on a nice day?
You like taking a walk on a sunny day?


Dream, Dream it might come true.